Waiting for reciprocation? Lessons learned. . .

I realized something about my behavior yesterday: I gush at times. Well, I've known that for a long time. I sometimes get starry eyed and want to just express that to someone (exhibit 'a': Love Letter, exhibit 'b': he may be reading this. . .). But I haven't asked myself why.

The intent is ostensibly to show love, but I wonder what I expect in return? We thrive on reciprocation so there must be some request in there. . .

I don't know, but the varying interactions since my dating odyssey began early last month are making me learn about myself. The anger in my previous post had more to do with fact I had broken my own rule and given him my number - not doing that anymore until I meet in someone in person. The pitfalls of eharmony!