My friend just cancelled on me at the last minute. She can't help it, but it still sucks. She was going to pick me up so I could clear out a whole bunch of stuff like recycling, old books, items for Goodwill. I don't have a car, so it would have been a great favor for me. For me, actions are "the language of love."
I would like to feel cared for, like there are people in my life I can count on. The only people I feel that way about are at work. I put my energy into my professional life, and it shows. I need a personal life, bad.
I know I'm not alone in being alone - everyone is sucked into a whirlwind of busy-ness with work, kids, education. . trying to get ahead. My close friends live far away, or are tied up with their own lives so I rarely see them. I'm tired of trying to get ahead.
What is the point of doing all this great stuff in my professional life if I have no one to share it with?
Sad. Yes, I get bummed sometimes.
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